Forever Young

laufeeyson:

Describe a character really badly in my ask and I’ll try to guess who it is.

(via tupacabra)

So as most of you have noticed, I havent updated in awhile. I have honestly lost interest in writing fanfic especially this one. Im not as into One Direction as I was, and I think reading it is cool, but I just am losing ideas.

I started writing poems and songs and I really love it, its really great. Im just not as into this as I was. Of course, I love all of you who follow me youve really gotten me through some tough times with Liam and such.

Basically, Im going to finish Love Lockdown, because thats only fair and I want to prove a point with how this ends.
I’m still trying to decide if
I’m going to delete this blog or if itll be like an archive but yeah.

Since I love you guys please follow one or all of these blogs so we can stay in touch:

http://meeses.tumblr.com (personal)
http://buggj.tumblr.com (jake bugg blog)
http://thebobdylan.tumblr.com (bob dylan blog)

Thank you
-Kate

arostine:

pretend to be me in my ask and ill rate its accuracy /10

(Source: holocaustincarlile, via borinq)

askboxmemes:

In vivid fucking detail. If I’m too embarrassed to post it, you win. But you won’t.

(via neopetspremium)

Anonymous asked: when are you gonna update?!?

Valid question. I have strep so I haven’t gone to school in three days. The next chapter I’ve worked on, it’s going to be the mature chapter. Yeah, I’ll make a post later about this, but I have very little motivation to write, I’ve taken up poetry and songwriting and I really love it and stuff. There’s other stuff but yeah, it’ll be soon though.
-Kate

Anonymous asked: I love your Fanfic!! im a huge fan.I'm looking for more good fanfics. Are there any blogs / fanfics you would recommend?

Thanks, glad to hear it. I like live/hate stories best so these are my favorites
let-my-heart-breathe.tumblr.com
shaydenfanfiction.tumblr.com
-Kate

Anonymous asked: Kate! I have news! I am now (figuratively speaking) dating Masky a character from Slender. Idk why but I am like in love with slende and stuff. And this girl punched me in the face and broke my nose. I am now sueing her. TWO POINTS FOR SHELBY. my nose doesn't hurt as bad but it's getting better! =D. -Shelby.

Wait are you actually sueing her? Hahahahaha, I love that. I hope you’re enjoying your slender I’m so bad at that it’s not even funny I will accidentally walk right over to him. I don’t know
-Kate

Anonymous asked: My birthday is on Friday!!!!

Happy birthday! Have a great day, I love you. And Friday’s are awesome you’ll have such a great time.
-Kate

Chapter 40
NIALL’S POV

Adriana cuddled into my side as her body shook from laughter. My hand brushed her hair back. The pit in my stomach grew from nostalgia, I thought back to all the times I comforted her or hugged her or laid with her. Maybe it was actually nervousness, how she made me feel; all lovey and nervous.

My gaze shifted up to see a pair of eyes set on her. I guess I couldn’t blame Zayn, lately he’s been doing it. I guess it’s natural to become overcome with her especially once she lets you in. Part of me was always nervous when they’re alone, but Zayn wouldn’t try anything, he just wouldn’t.

“Babe,” Adriana whispered, sitting up to lean on my shoulder.

“Mhm.” I mumbled, gaze focusing on her.

“I’m going to get a drink, want something?”

“I’m fine, thanks love.” I winked, smirking at her rosy cheeks. Adriana was so cute like that, so bashful.

“I’ll go, too.” Zayn said quickly, thick voice quickly spoken before anyone could stop him.

“Why don’t you stay down here, mate?” I said carefully.

“Uh, bathroom.” He smiled with his lips tucked into his mouth.
Liar.

“Just stay down here, c’mon.” I beckoned, he needed to learn his place.

“I’ll piss myself, mate.” Zayn let out a nervous chuckle and got up, starting up the stairs.

Adriana bit her tongue literally, and followed him upstairs. I closed my eyes, exhaling a deep breath from my nose, and stretching out more on the couch. Upstairs hushed voices haunted me. Her voice was urgent. “Zayn, if you don’t stop he’ll figure it out.”

I squeezed my eyes shut. Zayn, the bastard. My mind couldn’t help but replay memories of her in my mind.

My short finger nails acted as a pick to my guitar as I sat on my bed, humming to the notes. My callused fingers moved easily around, forming the notes and a new sound to be produced. I heard a sigh in the doorway and looked up. She was in a baggy jean jacket, black leggings, and green wooly socks. I stopped playing, covering the strings with my hand to stop vibrations. “Yes?” I snapped. It was before we made u, back in the time where we didn’t talk.

She smiled nastily. “I don’t know what makes you feel so entitled to talk to everyone like that.”

I scowled. “Just you.” The conversation had annoyed me, but in the tiniest bit excited me. “What do you want?”

“You’re out of tune.” She squinted at me. My eyes widened, before scrunching up with my eyebrows. I racked my head for some witty comment that never came as she turned on her heel and walked out, a smile toying with the corners of her lips.

Familiar to that time, I was jealous. Then I was jealous of her, jealous that she right away knew that when it took me years. I always felt guilty, maybe if I wasn’t the favorite of our guardians she would’ve learned guitar and been the musician. Now I was jealous for her. I’m being protective; a completely different situation, but the same tight feeling in your chest like your body’s density is somehow more dense than before.

Footsteps beat rhythmically down the stairs. My eyes opened and blinked again to adjust to the light, before seeing Adriana; alone. I smiled to myself and lifted up my arm for her to tuck under, but she just smiled at me, sitting next to me, but not close as I was expecting. I sighed, exhaling through my nose. “Are you alright?” She said quietly

“Uh, yeah.” I said hesitantly, my thoughts of her suddenly more entertaining than her in the flesh.

“Ni-” She was cut off by Zayn coming down the stairs.

“How was the bathroom?” I asked.

“Nice.” His voice was low. Which brought my attention to another factor; Adriana’s lack of a drink. She hadn’t even gotten one which means she was doing something else, and coincidently Zayn was there. He say down the same distance away from her as I was, which was too close for him in my book, but I wasn’t going to say something, I’ll just hold my tongue. We sat in silence, watching Seinfeld, and a silent competition started. Zayn would cuddle into Adriana, I would cuddle more into her. Then he would, then I would, the cycle continued until we were as close as humanly possible without acting suspicious, but she was a smart girl, she’d know.
I eventually just pulled back, leaning against the side of the couch, it was stupid.
“You okay?” Her soft voice wavered.

“Yeah,” I took a deep breath. “I just didn’t realize you two were going to fuck in front of me.” I snapped.

Zayn turned beet red and opened his mouth to speak but was already cut off by Adriana. “Are you fucking serious?” She sounded exasperated. “My god, you are un-fucking-believable.” She shook her head.

“I know something’s going on Adri-” She grabbed my arm and tugged me up, then dragged me up the stairs. She slammed the door.

“Nothing is going on.” Her jaw was tight.

“Zayn likes you.”

“No, no he doesn’t. Stop assuming things.” Her voice calmed down. “You’re such a child Niall.”

“I just love you so I want this to-“

“Don’t act like I don’t love-“

“Stop cutting me off.” I interrupted.

“Fine. Talk.” Adriana urged; eyes squinted, cold as stone.

“I love you, so I need to protect you from other guys.” I pulled her closer to me, my hand cupping her cheek.

“I live in a house with 5 other guys, and I want us to get along. You need to stop getting so fucking jealous.” She threw my hand down.

“Babe,”

“Niall, you haven’t grown up in the three years have you? You still think that just because I love you I’ll let you do this stuff? I wouldn’t react like this. I don’t know if you think I’d find it sweet but I don’t.”

“You really think you wouldn’t react like this?” I tested.

“If you wanna go and try it, be my mother fucking guest.” Adriana’s voice was utterly calm, and caused a silence to slice through the air. I stared at her, in all her anger, all get beauty, all her intelligence.

“I’m sorry. I just thought Zayn-“

“Trust me he doesn’t like me, I’d tell you.” She pecked my cheek, wrapping me in a hug.

Anonymous asked: I will fly myself out to New York and personally castrate that little fucker Game of Thrones style. Liam kind of sucks. You are utterly hilarious and amazing and if anyone tries to tell you otherwise I will unleash the kraken on their ass. -Hannah

Thank you, haha. I don’t know, I don’t like him, he’s a fucking try hard, it’s just like, when someone he was your best friend for so long says something that he knows will purposefully hurt you, it just hits home. Like I used a big vocabulary word while we were fighting and he started laughing about how I act like I’m so smart and I’m not fun anymore and I don’t know, for so long everyone thought I was really stupid because my grades aren’t great despite me being mature and smart so I just really hurt because I’m finally starting to feel like I’m myself and I don’t know
-Kate